Babykat felt cheeky last night. She wasn’t in a mood or feeling particularly like a bad little girl, but she just didn’t feel like going by the rules.
Not to mention that babykat was aroused. Very aroused. She of course won’t let onto the detail, but two things had left her in a state of complete frustration, oversensititized and unable to focus. These two late night pleasures – Mummy’s phone sex with her, and babykat’s plug, had created a state both mentally and physically that was challenging her ability to cope with her ‘lock‘ quietly.
Babykat normally gets a rush out of being locked. The lock, as mentioned in her post ”The best control“, is in no way a physical one, but instead a mental trigger set into her mind during a hypnosis session on one of Mummy’s mp3s. Just the same as Mummy’s other mp3s, the more she listens to it the more it becomes a rule in babykat’s mind. It may only be a mental trigger, a word that babykat’s own actions made so important, but it’s becoming just as strong as the most unforgiving physical restraint. Having been listening to the mp3 as part of her routine for a number of weeks now, the trigger is beginning to show its true strengths.
From babykat’s point of view, there are two real elements to the trigger that allows babykat to climax. It is her belief that as she listens more and more to the mp3, the importance of each element will gradually change. The first is currently the strongest in her mind. You know the feeling, when you’re too stressed or tired or upset about something that you are unable to climax, no matter how much you try the usual feel-goods? It’s in relation to that, the inability to relax her mind enough to let a climax happen, or take her mind off other thoughts to let pleasure enter babykat’s head. Here, of course, the ‘other thoughts’ are that of Batling. Mummy doesn’t want her babykat to climax. She’s told her not to, and babykat wouldn’t want to go against Mummy’s will by doing so. Her ‘locked’ state is constantly on babykat’s mind, a reminder of control and submission, keeping it in her mind who ultimately has control over when she climaxes. Her mind is just unable to relax enough to push herself over the edge to orgasm. The second aspect of babykat’s chastity is the one that ‘lock’ created and the one that babykat expects will become dominant with more listens to the mp3. That’s the actual feeling that babykat can’t, no matter how much pleasure she feels. Just like other trances paint a picture in her mind of the image described, or Mummy’s rules stated, this particular mp3 is painting a picture of a chastity belt Mummy has locked to her girl. It’s beginning to feel like an actual physical inability to climax, without that word, the key that triggers her orgasm.
Last night babykat had, as usual, been locked. And, as usual, the lock was on for an indefinite amount of time. Mummy never tells babykat when she’ll next be allowed to climax, because that adds to the excitement and the frustration that babykat experiences, and heightens the level of control Mummy has because she’s so able to taunt babykat with the prospect. There aren’t many words one would expect to have to beg for, especially in normal day-to-day life. Unlock is the word that babykat has become accustomed to begging for, now that Mummy keeps her locked so consistently. Babykat feels like a whore begging for it, really. Like a true submissive, and a dirty, needy one at that. It’ll end up being all that is on her mind, the six letters she revolves around whether she is close to a climax or just hopes for some time playing by herself. Babykat has become better at asking for it, because she knows that leaving it too late, too close to going over the edge, would really affect her if she was not allowed. She’s unsure whether her mind would let her climax, because of the state ‘lock’ puts her in, but she doesn’t want to find out. The prospect of climaxing without permission, and Mummy’s response to it, scares her.
That wasn’t the reason babykat felt cheeky last night. She didn’t want to try to push herself over the edge and see how Mummy would react. She’s more obedient than that! What she did want was to test herself under hypnosis. Babykat has spent so much time explaining to people lately, about the inability to move during a trance. If you’ve never experienced hypnosis, it really is hard to associate words with producing a physical inability. People are unsure, are convinced that it must just be a lack of concentration and mental focus on the task of moving. Even babykat was dubious it would produce such a response before she began her hypnosis journey. But she doesn’t want to repeat herself, as “The best control“already refers to this. Last night she was curious, though. It wasn’t doubting Mummy, it was a lack of trust in the whole hypnosis process itself. Purely because it’s so amazing the effect it can have! Babykat was wondering, ’if i put my mind to it, maybe i could move?‘. Not because there was any desire to move, instead a curiosity thing. But also, she was very aroused. Normally if she plays during a session, it’ll be before or after the trance itself, but she wanted to play so much that her mind wandered. So she began the mp3, the chastity one she’s refered to, and reached the point at which she feels so oversensitized, where Mummy’s talking about touching her, feeling her, and babykat can literally feel her skin tingling. She was desperate to move. It would feel amazing to be touching the places around her body where these feelings concentrated, she thought. So she tried. Not kidding, she really tried. Just the one fingertip, just shifting her thighs open, the amount of focus babykat put into it.. And she couldn’t move. Her breathing quickened with anticipation, but none of the muscles she was putting so much focus into moving responded. She associates Mummy’s voice so much with arousal, and because of earlier activities last night especially so. But Mummy’s voice truly is a taunt, because she just can’t move. She accepted that and lay back, found herself relaxing into the more passive of the two states she receives her hypnosis in – the one during which her mind is completely open, letting Mummy in like water flowing from an open tap. Babykat wasn’t even thinking about the words entering her thoughts, didn’t even imagine a picture, just let Mummy tap into her thoughts, take a hold of her without her consciously knowing. Because, after all, that’s the true submission in hypnosis.
So babykat bets you’re thinking why? Why would somebody choose to be denied orgasms, and still continue with a dynamic that has potentially scary consequences? It’s all about submission. Babykat could never pretend that she doesn’t love being locked. It may sometimes frustrate her, make her behave needy and obsessed, not to mention make her pussy ache beyond belief, but ultimately the reason and love for being locked is beyond physical feelings. To have somebody able to control the feeling that is often the reason babykat begins to play with herself for is a huge amount of power. Not just because it’s a natural progression from play to climax, but because of the mental state it puts you in. When babykat is locked, she knows that she is unable to climax and so often, she refrains from playing. There is still play without orgasm, or play followed by a request to be unlocked, but to refrain from playing often seems the easiest option. This in itself has beneficial consequences in Mummy’s relationship with babykat. Some days it’s hard for babykat to stop her hands wandering when she’s in a scene with Mummy, or just browsing the net. The latter is what makes lock hard, and the former is where it has so many benefits. Because when you’re touching yourself, your mind will never be fully on the scene, never truly focused. In babykat’s mind, that’s a problem. Mummy’s pleasure comes first, no matter how much Mummy likes to hear it when babykat plays, and Mummy’s pleasure should be the root of babykat’s concentration. If she’s playing and is thinking about her own climax, it isn’t. So despite the frustration, her chastity means that babykat isn’t tempted to play with herself and can therefore focus much better on the scene. Not to mention, it makes babykat want to orgasm. Really want it. It’s no longer the usual ‘that might be nice‘ or ‘i’ll feel better if i do‘ but it’s become a ‘please, please let me‘ kinda thing. Something that has put Mummy apart from other Dom/mes from the beginning has her reluctance to play with babykat too much, so that it becomes something she actively desires. It’s become the same with climax, and babykat hopes that this is something which pleases Mummy. Having such a restriction makes babykat more aware of her mood, to realise when she wants to come. It makes her realise just how many times during the day she would bring herself to climax if she could, and much more appreciative when she is allowed. It’s teaching her to be a better restrained, less one-track-minded girl during a scene, but ultimately has produced a dirty whore at other times as a result of that. Which is just another side of babykat that has a weakness, is becoming intoxicated by Mummy. Babykat likes being her whore, likes it when Mummy tells her what a whore she is for wanting it so much as to beg. After all, she can’t deny it.
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