I took Leo for a walk just now, and decided to walk to the building entrance to check the mail since I was going in that direction anyway. There was a manila envelope that was very clearly marked “Eternity Collars”. So, I really didn’t snoop to find it. I hurried home and showed him. I am sure he is tired of me always guessing gifts before he gives them. I even knew when he was going to propose, though I was surprised at the ring itself.
He kindly decided to let me have it early, and I think I broke the sound barrier with my squee-ing. It’s beautiful! It doesn’t look as rainbow-y as in the picture, but it is so cool! The light changes the way it looks from every angle. Unfortunately, it is a little too big. If I squeeze my fingers close enough together, I can slip it off. Which kind of defeats the purpose. 
But I am very grateful to have such a thoughtful Master, even if I am terribly spoiled. Thank you, Dragon. I love you, and I love it!
I don’t talk about the nature of our relationship on here much. Even if our friends are okay with it, I still worry about making them uncomfortable. And I’ve been there done that with another blog, and there are just too many people on the internet who like to one-up each other (though none of the bloggers I read do that) in the BDSM world. I got sick of comments about what I should be doing, what I should be feeling, etc., when the only person who has the right to tell me any of that, is Dragon. So, I just try to keep it out of here. But it still remains a very important part of our life and of who I am. So even though it is just a shiny piece of metal, that cuff means SO much to me, and I am so happy and grateful for it and what it means…and that Dragon loves me enough to keep me, despite my cattiness
We went to Walmart today and I picked up some yarn, as well as some knitting needles and crochet hooks. I learned a little bit of knitting in high school (even though I suck) but I have no idea how to crochet. I picked two hooks that looked like good sizes, because I had no idea what I was doing.
I looked through YouTube for how-to crochet videos, but I didn’t have much luck. Lots of them were for hats or intricate patterns. I learned how to make a chain! But then none of them said what to do next, so I temporarily gave up. It’s pretty difficult to learn as a left-handed person. With knitting, it is easier because you alternate hands anyway. But the crocheting is proving to be difficult. I will prevail though!
Anyway, until then I am trying to get better at knitting. Right now I am making a blanket for my dollhouse. Look how terrible it looks. There’s even a hole in the corner, and I don’t know how that happened!!! Martha Stewart would be so ashamed…
I’m making grandma’s porcupines for dinner! Nom nom. Except I am using ground turkey instead of beef, which is something she would never do (sorry Grandma!). I realized that I have not been eating beef at all lately. I’ve been replacing it with turkey and chicken for months now, and now I am wondering if I should stop eating red meat altogether. It’s something to think about, at least. Though I know Dragon will never give up his steak.
I want this week to be over already! I have a paper and two mid-terms to get through before I can have any fun
<3Shii
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